NOT GIVING UP
I receive letters and telephone calls from so many of our people getting more and more depressed, disillusioned and tired of all the pain, suffering and injustices everyone have to endure. I do understand, believe me, I feel like this many days as I sometime just cannot see any improvement or movement toward a Victory and the completely defeat of the enemy.
Many years ago I had so many overseas visitors all very concerned of the direction South Africa is heading. Because I knew all the nationalist organizations and the leaders I was assigned to drive these nationalist from the one group to the other to meet the leaders. Well after 9 weeks of traveling the country with different groups and putting thousand of miles on my car I was so exhausted. I remember after taking the last nationalist to the airport I got home, fell on my bed and decide there and then I had enough, no more of this war, I am going to start to live my life as the simple folk do, those not interested in what is in store for the folk, families, the future of the country. This thought did not really leave my mind when the telephone rang and it was Mr. Jaap Marais of the Herstigte Nasionale Party (Reconstituted National Party) to thank me for all have done and the bonds we forged with so many national groups in Europe and Britain. Here I was still young and this elderly gentleman thanking me. He was so much in the crossfire, had to endure such a lot of ridicule, because he stood for values and cared for the future of South Africa and the White World. He was sitting behind Dr. Hendrik F. Verwoerd when he was stabbed by Stephandas in Parliament, so he witnessed this dastardly deed firsthand. Well, I felt so guilty and so bad that such a negative thought could ever enter into my mind. I got up and with energy started the next task at hand.
Then a thought came to my mind, if I felt so bad giving up on our war against evil and Mr. Marais not even aware of my decision. How do I explain this cowardly decision to my Heavenly Father Who knows each heart and each decision His Children make?
In telling this small incident I want to tell each and everyone of you, do not give up, our Heavenly Father is watching and He knows what we are dealing with, He knows how we feel, He knows our fear and that we are getting tired. He will not call us on the telephone to praise us and thank us, but He will in other ways send us Blessings and lots of them. We cannot give up, we must not give the enemy any idea we are getting tired, we are losing heart, we do not want to carry the banner of being His Soldiers anymore. NO, we must keep on keeping on. Jesus Christ our Savior gave us the most wonderful example of keeping on till the end. He could have backed out, tell the Father He is tired and scared, but He did not. He kept going. What we are going through is nothing in comparison of what He went through. Ever thought of to be so scared you sweat blood?! Just think for one moment if Jesus Christ did not go through with His assignment where would we be. All He asks from us is to stay TRUE to the Ever-Living God. Think how scared a soldier was alone at night in the dark on the steppes of Russia fighting the Communist evil, he was scared, but he did not sweat blood, as he was not at that stage of being scared, yet. Remember how alone and lonely the Savior felt when everyone deserted Him. How He cried on the cross, “Father have you deserted Me?” No, His Father did not desert Him, neither does He desert us. It is up to us to be strong, to be dutiful, to be true, to be loyal to the end. Even with all what is happening in this world we need only to remember HE IS IN CONTROL. Nothing on this planet is happening without God knowing what is plotted, what is planned. He allows these negative things to happen. He is the best Army General and Strategist in the Universe. He will sort this out, but we have to give Him the support, loyalty and obedience like never before. We are moving into very dangerous times and without Him we are nothing. With Him the Victory is said as it is written.
We know with all what is happening on the planet we are moving into better times, but before this can happen the evil must be taken care of, the “spring cleaning” must take place, This is all very scary, this is why we must even be more vigilant than ever before. Do not be like the unwise maidens and have not enough oil for the lamps. Get prepared, not only physically, but even more so spiritually, put your war armor on, stay in prayer, meditate, talk to God and the Angels. We do not know when the Bridegroom will claim His Bride, His Children of Israel, only God knows. Therefore, do not lose heart, do not give in to evil. It is not easy, nobody ever said so, BUT this is the only road we have, the others all lead to nothingness and despair.
May our Heavenly Father be with all His Children, help us to stay strong, help us to keep on going. May He Bless all of us with wisdom and insight and help us to help those not as strong.